"NO HEARTBEATS EXPEDITION" This is my journey to finding an enthusiastic supply of food without heartbeats!
Thursday, February 9, 2012
FAILED AFTER 17 DAYS!!!
17 days into my "NO HEARTBEATS EXPEDITION" and I ate one shrimp. I failed, again!
But this is not defeat, this is the challenge, the challenge that pushes myself on the daily; I love it!
I have come to realize that I may never be okay with eating any type of animal for the rest of my life, because I am fortunate enough that my thought process about my food has done a complete 180 since I started this journey on January 21st.
I no longer see meat as food, like I had my whole life before, I now see it as a dead animal that we cooked. It may not be distributing to you but that is the one reason I feel like I can no longer consume meat!
By the way, the one shrimp was not worth it; and after I ate it, all I wanted to do was throw up because that one little shrimpy had a heartbeat at some point in it's life; just like I have a heartbeat!!!
But of course, I will NOT give up! I have a goal that I am fighting for with ARDORlarder, and more importantly my "NO HEARTBEATS EXPEDITION!"
But this is not defeat, this is the challenge, the challenge that pushes myself on the daily; I love it!
I have come to realize that I may never be okay with eating any type of animal for the rest of my life, because I am fortunate enough that my thought process about my food has done a complete 180 since I started this journey on January 21st.
I no longer see meat as food, like I had my whole life before, I now see it as a dead animal that we cooked. It may not be distributing to you but that is the one reason I feel like I can no longer consume meat!
By the way, the one shrimp was not worth it; and after I ate it, all I wanted to do was throw up because that one little shrimpy had a heartbeat at some point in it's life; just like I have a heartbeat!!!
But of course, I will NOT give up! I have a goal that I am fighting for with ARDORlarder, and more importantly my "NO HEARTBEATS EXPEDITION!"
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